Let's see what life could bring

Idiot

2010-05-05T22:17:00.000-07:00

Hey shining stars up there,

A man once sang to me, "Go wherever your passion go. You don't chase success there, success chases you."

And I wonder how that place is gonna be :

A wonderful place, where the world is not a race.

Where you find no pressure in achieving goals,

Not a place for kicking other's butt just to win the award.

A place where the world is your own playground.

Where you'll do your best for your own fun, for your own satisfaction.

In there, you play your part with everything you have.

Oh, I believe this is where I'll choose myself to be.

I'll let the world smiles at me.

Wait... Where was I when I woke up this morning?

Did I get lost while I was gone? Did I travel my dream for too long?

Cause I see myself doing what has never crossed to my mind.

I found me dealing with a job I used to curse on!

Am I sleeping with my eyes wide open?

Tell me I am sleeping!! And this is only a nightmare.

No. Wait! Am I living my worst nightmare???

Tell me : I am an idiot.

HV A NICE DAY

2010-02-24T12:14:00.000-08:00

Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?

Who are you to tell me if it's black or white?

Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto, that gets me through the night

I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,

I'm gonna live my life

Shining like a diamond, rolling with a dice

Standing on the ledge, I'll show the wind how to fly

When the world gets in my face, I say "Have a nice day!!"

Take a look around you, nothing's what it seems

We're living in the broken home of hopes and dreams

Let me be the first to shake a helping hand

Anybody brave enough to take a stand?

Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto, that gets me through the night

I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,

I'm gonna live my life!

Shining like a diamond, rolling with a dice

Standing on the ledge, I'll show the wind how to fly

When the world gets in my face, I say "Have a nice day!!"

When the world keeps trying to drag me down,

Gotta raise my hand, gonna stand my ground,

Well I say, "Have nice day, HAVE A NICE DAY!!"

(Adopted from Have A Nice Day - Bon Jovi)

"Ada yang hilang"

2010-01-31T08:43:00.000-08:00

Kamu datang menangis kepadaku

Patah hati, katamu

Aku memelukmu dan tersenyum,"tenang, aku disini bersamamu"

Kemudian kuceritakan dongeng yang lucu

Sebelum kering air matamu

Kau tertawa dengan airmata masih di pipimu

Lalu kau tersenyum, "oh kau memang teman baikku"

Aku tertawa kecil dan merangkulmu

Berlalu sudah sakit hatimu

Kau datang menertawai kepedihanmu waktu itu

Kita tertawa

Kau pamerkan betapa hebatnya kau bisa melupakan kepedihanmu

Tunduk salut aku padamu

Hariku diisi oleh canda tawamu

Canda tawa kita

Kau buat aku tertawa dari muramku

Sungguh hebat kau sahabatku

Kau sempat katakan padaku "kaulah yang terbaik yang ada di hidupku"

Aku tertawa kecil, ingin ku merangkulmu

Saat perpisahan tiba, ku terdiam melihatmu pergi dari sisiku

Kau menoleh ke arahku, melemparkan senyumanmu

Aku tahu kau akan terus menjadi teman baikku

"Selamat jalan kawan" kataku

Lama tak mendengar kabar darimu

Aku berusaha menghubungimu

Tak kunjung kudengar balasan darimu

Aku terus menunggumu, di siang dan malamku

"Mungkin sinyal handphone dan koneksi internet sedang bermasalah" pikirku

Suatu hari kau datang menyapaku

Aku tersenyum lebar di dalam hati

Betapa aku merindukanmu

Kau tanyakan kabarku dan kau beritakan kabarmu

Senyum di dalam hatiku makin terekah

Kau ceritakan padaku tentang teman barumu

Teman-teman yang sekarang mengisi harimu

Tentang betapa senang kau bersamanya

Kemudian kau diam seribu bahasa setelah habis ceritamu,

Ketika baru mau mulai ceritaku

"Hmm mungkin kamu sedang sibuk, kusimpan saja dulu ceritaku"

Setelah itu tak lagi kudapatkan kabar darimu

Disini aku tertegun

Mengetahui selama ini kau sibuk dengan teman barumu

Mengetahui bahwa penantianku tidak dibalas dengan penantianmu padaku

Membayangkan kau sedang bercerita penuh semangat pada teman barumu,

Sementara aku disini merindukanmu

Ceritamu habis untukku, telah lebih dahulu dibagi bersamanya

Tawamu habis untukku, mungkin lebih indah tertawa bersamanya

Sementara aku masih tertegun menunggumu

Mengucapkan setidaknya sepatah kata padaku, kata apapun

Tapi tampaknya kamu lebih bahagia dengan teman barumu

Daripada mengucapkan sepatah kata untukrku

Mungkin aku telah terhapus dalam ingatanmu

Oh, atau mungkin aku hanya sebuah jembatan bagimu

My prayer

2010-01-29T01:43:00.000-08:00

A friend of mine once asked, "Why do we tend to ignore people that loves us terribly, but keep chasing the ones we can't get?" Well, i've asked myself the same thing, since long time ago (no, in my case the objects are not only people, but the whole thing in this world. But if I have to specify, the object is : dreams). I got the answers, but keep asking myself the same questions (I guess the answers are not quite satisfying).

I know I have so many dreams and interests that are worlds apart from where I am and where they planned me to go. Look, I've always wanted to be a pilot. And an astronaut. Silly, I know. Some kinda childish-dreams, briefly. But I realize that I am 18 years old and here I am, still wanting to catch those dreams, even when people laugh at me when they know it. Even when I am now, got into what-they-called the best law school in the country, that people would study days and nights, like they're dying, to get into that law school. Yeah people would. But not me.

Me, myself, don't even know why I passed the examination test. (Well, maybe mother's prayer works. My mom has always wanted me to get into this law school). But I didn't study hard like most of my friends do, I even escaped to Puncak and went to the cinema the nights before the exam. I was playing with my iPod the whole time, while most of my friends were having the 'Sukses SNMPTN' books on their hands and pencil at the other hand. I didn't feel nervous at the exam day. I didn't curious to know the result. At all.

I didn't expect to pass the exam.

And I did laugh, when I knew that I passed it, and registered as a freshman in that university. You can call me the most ungrateful creature on earth.

I didn't even think that I would enter that law school after the examination results are announced : Azizah Mutia Karim, approved. But my friends, the ones who studied hard to get into that school, cursed me "Gila lo Mut kalo FHUI lo lepas, gw gak tau lagi deh yang ada di otak lo tuh apa." Many of them gave me the same words. Karena wkt itu gw lg bingung sama banyak pilihan, trs jadi tiba2 dengan keterimanya gw di FHUI ini bikin otak gw mikir 'perhaps this is fate, God have given me the sign from up above, and showed me the road I should walk in'. So I made up my mind to got into that law school.

However, I am grateful to have what most of people always dreamed of, without dreaming it. The only problem is : they're not my dreams to catch. I have no interest in catching them. Maybe that's why I have no motivation in studying law.

As time goes by, sometimes I have this thought popped up on my mind : "Perhaps this is not what they called fate. Perhaps God opened up this road for me, but the rest, is up to me."

True, the choice is still mine. God only gave me more choices. Doesn't mean that I was meant to take this road.

Staring blankly ahead, keep questioning if this is the life I want.

Oh please God, help me to love those gifts you've given to me.

Amen.

Words, and perfections

2010-01-29T00:31:00.000-08:00

Words really distract me sometimes. Look, i read one of my friend's article. And it's all just about excavating a word. So i start writing this thing, the way i've always been looking at words.

There are three lines in songs that I fully remember about words:
"Don't listen too close, their words are like guns. With bullets that fly and kill what you've won" ,Yellowcard - Paper walls

"No matter what they say. Don't believe a word!" , Fall Out Boy - Sophomore slump or comeback of the year
"I am beautiful, no matter what they say. Words can't bring me down" ,Christina Aguilera - Beautiful

That proved that words do bring us down. If they don't, those lines wouldn't have existed, huh? What I trully can't understand about word is why could they really manipulating people? I mean, why is everybody obsessed with words, such as'beautiful' or 'gorgeous' or even 'perfect'?

Dan yang pengen gw bahas adalah 'perfect'. Kata2 itu ga berenti2 muncul di kepala gw akhir2 ini. Bukan gara2 gmn caranya gw bs jadi perfect, tapi kenapa kata itu bisa ngebuat semua orang mau jadi gambaran dari kata itu? Gini deh, kita semua tau that nothing in this great wide world is perfect. Dan sepertinya kita semua juga tau kalo life is not perfect.

So why trying so hard to be perfect?

Kalopun ada orang yang sempurna di dunia ini, kesempurnaan yang dia punya itu gak akan berguna. Karena hidup yang ada di samping dia jalan dengan tidak sempurna, makhluk2 lain yang ada di dalem dunia ini jg jalan dg tidak sempurna. Malah bikin sulit hidupnya dan orang2 sekitarnya.

Again, why trying so hard to be perfect?

Hal yang sangat gw yakini sampai saat ini adalah, we can never have 'perfect'. Mmm mungkin karena gambaran sempurna tiap2 orang itu beda. Ga usah tiap2 orang, kita disuruh jelasin gambaran sempurna aja tiap kali jelasin, yang keluar dari mulut kita itu beda. Itulah sebabnya kenapa kita ga bakal bisa sempurna, karena sempurna itu cuma gambaran ideal yang otak kita ciptain sendiri, yang bakal terus berubah-ubah tergantung sama apa yang kita anggep bagus saat itu. Dan sayangnya, sehebat apapun kita bisa gambar, even if we were the greatest painter ever, kita ngga akan bisa gambarin apa yang otak kita bikin tentang sosok si sempurna tadi.

Jelaslah bahwa sempurna itu adalah abstrak dan cuma ada di pikiran kita, bukan di dunia nyata.

Hmmmm atau mungkin....

'sempurna' itu emang cuma kata-kata?

my sleeping disorder

2010-01-09T11:34:00.000-08:00

hello

hmm it's 2:40AM and i can't go to sleep. i got sleeping disorder and i'm planning not to sleep tonite.

i really dont know why, but my brain lately bener2 ngeselin dan ngajak ribut. kyk skrg misalnya. i feel so tired, akhir2 ini gw tidur cm 3-4 jam. gak tau kenapa biar gw udh di tmpt tidur dan merem tp gw gk bisa2 tidur. trs tadi siang gw namarina capeknya Nauzubillah! kyk abis lari 20kilo. Seriously, itu capek bgt, td gw sempet keleyengan nge-blackout hampir pingsan. otomatis gw butuh tidur. gw berencana utk tidur smpe magrib trs pergi sm tmn2.

sampe rumah, jam3 siang gw udh nyampe kasur, guling udh gw peluk, lampu udh gw matiin, mata udh merem. gaktau gimana gw gak berhasil2 utk tidur, pdhl mata gw udh bener2 gk kuat dan badan gw udh bener2 kyk mau runtuh. alhasil gw cm guling2 di kasur, nyoba tidur, ngitung domba, baca surat2, ganti2 gaya tidur, tetep aja gk berhasil2 juga.

akhirnya gw cm guling2 gitu sampe jam 6sore dan gk jadi iktan jalan brg temen gw, gw bener2 capek secapek2nya, dan mencoba utk tidur lagi, 'semoga bisa' gw pikir. kali ini gw lumayan depresi jg saking gk bisa tidurnya, so i made my decision to take a pill so i can take a rest. obat yg gw minum panadol, setau gw emg mayan bikin orang tidur tuh obat. gpp lah sekali2 minum panadol bukan krn sakit kepala ato flu, tapi biar bisa tidur.

gw mikir obat bakal bikin gw tidur. pasti.

setelah bbrp lama gw nyoba tidur lagi.........

nyet gak berubah! efeknya cm mata gw lebih berat dr sebelomnya. tp tetep aja biar mata merem, di kasur, baca surat2, ngitung domba, ngitung kudanil, ngitung gorila, ngitung pak tani nanem jagung, tetep aja gw gk tidur2. demi apapun gw gak ngerti otak gw maunya apa. kl lg keadaan biasa gpp deh gw gak bisa tidur. ini keadaan gw lg bener2 kurang tidur, lg capek secapek2nya, badan gw udh kyk mau runtuh.

tapi yaudahlah capek jg nyoba tidur gak bisa2. this is crazy! i mean, ive been trying to fall asleep since 3pm, now it's almost 3am, and i still cant. but it's okay. ive made up my mind; no sleep tonite!

otak gw lg pengen adu kuat, jadi yaudah gw gak bakal tidur. kita liat mana yang lebih kuat : badan gw, ato otak gw.

kl badan gw lebih kuat, berarti bs nyesuaiin sm otak gw yg gkmau tidur. kl otak gw yg lebih kuat, berarti badan gw rada menjadi korban.

hmmmm, we'll see!

2009-11-22T06:41:00.000-08:00

I'm not playing this game, no more
I'm not a medicine. If you're looking for some, go call the medics!

There are dreams I keep from you. But you got no idea at all.
I gotta throw up those dreams
and find another dream that's worth to catch
Maybe you'll understand this when I'm gone

Gejala super-upper-sensitive

2009-11-22T05:05:00.000-08:00

Heyy people! Been a long time since my latest post eheheheh ;p

Akhir2 ini gw lagi super upper sensitive huhuhu pms deh pasti gggrrr I hate pms. Tp this time kynya gejala2 pms gw rada berpengaruh ke kehidupan deh. Maksut gw, dr beribu2 kali pms gw yg (biasanya) menyebabkan gw jd supersensitive dan feeling emo, biasanya hal yg gw emo in itu cm ada di pikiran gw. I mean itu semua cm dugaan yg di lebay2in. Yg kali ini tuh kyk oh so true (apasih), dan emg gw lagi pms pula. Jadi hancur lebur kyk gelas dijatohin dari lante sepuluh.

Ke-emo an akibat pms gw ini jg ber-efek pd kehidupan sosial gw. (Asik). Kyk misalnya kmrn gw hrsnya ktmu tmn2 sma yg udh lama gk ktemu, seru2an, main brg, nonton dll. Tp tb2 i didn't feel well, trs gw diem gak seru gak asik gt berasa kyk pengen diterkam. Trs akhirnya gw memutuskan utk pulang pas tmn2 gw lg pd nonton (dimana hrsnya gw jg iktan nonton tp I gave the ticket to someone else). Padahal gw gak bw mobil, gak ada yg pick me up, gak ada yg nganter gw pulang hahahak. Trs gw nyari taksi. Eh dimana2 gak ada taksi. Pas gw liat ada antrian taksi, MasyaAllah kyk ngantri ntn HarryPotter 1 tau gak, smntr taksi nya 1 pun gak ada. Jd cm ada taxi queue tanpa ada taksi nya. Selamat ya -_-

Akhirnya gw mutusin utk get out of that taxshit line dan nyari a cab by my own malem2 gt. Stlh nyari taksi sana sini muter2 jalan sana sini smpe kaki gw kyk gak bs jalan lg, akhirnya dengan rahmat Allah Yang Maha Kuasa, gw dpt taxi dan feeling much more lucky drpd org2 yg ada di taxi queue ;)

Eh tp stlh dipikir2 gw keren jg ya kl lg begini, mandiri bgt. I didnt ask any of my friend buat nganterin gw, or even minta tmnin ke lobby nyari taxi. They didnt even know I was going back home, haha. Pd curiga gt, mereka pada bilang "Aneh bgt lo Mut jam segini balik. Pasti jalan sm gebetan baru deh. Senior ya?" haha, gw cuma ketawa.

OH HOW I MISS HI-SCHOOL!!!

2009-09-20T21:31:00.000-07:00


If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you, to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind,
And make believe there's something left to find

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside, you're always in my heart
A new life to start, we may be leaving
but you're always in my heart

His or theirs to live?

2009-08-02T01:59:00.001-07:00

Does this Mr. Innocent knows exactly where is he going or just walking on the path they gave him?

I'M BROKE!!!!!

2009-07-31T12:30:00.000-07:00

Kyaaaaaaaa libur panjaang banget. Hidup gw skrg sangat konsumtif. Kl ga dirumah pasti adaaaaaaa aja yg mau dibeli. Sementara gaji gw sebagai anak blm dinaikin. Kl gw komplain "Mama aku kan udh mo kuliah, naikin dong" Eh dia malah jawab "Ya kan blm mulai kuliahnya, pake rate anak sma dulu!" "............................................." Jahat. Tiap kekurangan duit otomatis gw lari ke atm. Tuh atm diambil mulu ga pernah diisi2 uangnya. Jadilah sekarang gw ga bs narik apa2 dr ATM. Aaaaaaarrghhh belom lagi dompet gw isinya makin hari makin tipis. Isinya 10rebuan semua lagi. Aaaaaa~ parah banget i'm in a crisis!

Udah mana pulsa gw abis bis bis sms aja ga bisa. Parah bener lah.
Minta duit tambahan ke nykp gw susah bener lagi, dia sibuk2 gimana gitu. Aaaaaaaaarghh parah lah. Kl gw minta bokap sih kyknya dikasih2 aja, tp kl nyokap tau ngomel2 dia entar, katanya ga ngedidik anak berhemat lah, apa lah. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Maybe I should find a part time job. Anybody? Gw mau dooooong part time job, jadi mbak2 starbucks kek gitu haahaaaha bodo lah. Seeenggaknya gw gak parasit2 amat kan sm bonyok. Kasian jg bonyok kl gw kebanyakan mintanya. Kasian gw juga : sakit hati dptin another rejection haahahhaa. Udah ah ngantuk.

Byebyeeee

Look at those aircrafts!

2009-07-23T09:32:00.000-07:00

Oh please tell me people, what wouldn't I do to fly these things?

There is joy to be claimed in this world !!

2009-07-18T20:26:00.000-07:00

Morniiiiiiing!

Hey frown faces, lift up your chin, open your eyes a little wider, put a little smile on your face.
Think again, what exactly the thing that makes you sad?
I often do that to myself, "is that thing worth to wipe out my smile and ruin my whole day?" I mean, whatever the thing is, you ALWAYS deserve to smile. No matter how hard the road you're walking in, there are so many beautiful reasons for you to be happy. Sometimes you just blinded by the pain.

I like to believe I always have the happy ending in my every story. So if I just don't get it on my way, it may only be one step away. Then I wonder, what's it like to be someone else? Nobody really knows what they've been through. Maybe they're facing a lot harder trouble than I am. Maybe being me is the best place everyone could ever imagine. No one knows. Whatever happens, I'm just glad being myself.

Here is one of my favorite-mood charger-song :

Landlords knockin' at my door, cussing me out
Got laid of my job the night before, cant figure how
I'm gonna fix tomorrow away, if today's still a mess
Can you tell me what's the point man?
It all seems meaningless
I wish that I could step away and breathe,
This world's trying to swallow me
Clear away the clouds inside my head

Someone please say, that
"It’s okay now, What are you worrying about?"

Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy?

People lie, people hide, people cry, people fight
And they don’t know why
If fear is all that we should fear, then what are we so afraid of?
Cause fear is only in our heads

Any day I'll go bad thinking bad
Everyone is against me and the world wants to fight me
Preparing to battle an enemy unseen
During my stressing I’m blinded to the lesson
That could be a blessing if I'd be confessing that the enemy
I’m trying to beat is hiding inside of me

Keep your grind on girl, it’s your love, it’s your world!

(Natasha Bedingfield - Happy)

I'M IN LOVE WITH MY DAD

2009-07-08T08:52:00.000-07:00

This time, I would like to declare I AM DAD'S #1 FAN!

Pernah gak sih, lo get so excited dengerin cerita bokap lo tentang kerjaan2nya (yang bidang pekerjaannya sendiri bukan hal yang menarik buat lo), listening to every word he says and keep those words in your mind (when everybody knows that you are not a good listener), you don't even realize that your eyes are glued on him - you don't see anyone else, and having this words on your mind 'Oh God, you must be in the perfect mood when you made this amazing creature!'

He told me much about his job and what he does at work. Amazing stories came out from that mouth. About his partners, his co-workers, how he chose this job, how he decided to quit his last job when he got offered as a president director, take risks by making his own business, having no money and being underestimated by others. Gimana dia nolak tawaran2 kerja jd 'orang besar' dgn jaminan wealth and money di bbrp perusahaan bagus dan bilang
"Saya nggak berniat jadi 'orang terhebat' di perusahaan anda. Saya berniat jadi orang hebat di dunia."
Wow.
That includes "Even if I have to suffer di tahun2 pertama ini and have no money at all. I'll fight for my dream."

Dia jg cerita banyaak banget ttg kerjaannya skrg dan tawaran2 kerjasama yang rada 'melenceng' dengan kerja cm bbrp hari dan uang yang wow, yang sebenernya sah2 aja kl dia ambil, but my dad's just not the other man yang tergiur sama hal begitu. Itu bikin gw mikir banyak dan gw bener2 tercengang. Sampe akhirnya perusahaannya udh kyk sekarang, dia cerita banyak banget hal yang nawarin kesenengan dunia. You can take it and blinded by it, IF you're searching for your world's happiness. Or you can also ignore it and back on chasing your dreams even if you have to let go some 'good' chances. Dan itu terbukti, salah satunya dari org2 yang sempet underestimate perusahaan bkp gw pas br awal berdiri, sekarang mereka angkat topi. "Yang namanya idup itu yang penting integritas diri" kata bokap.

Bokap gw itu, satu2nya orang yang bisa bikin gw cinta sama agama gw; Islam. Dia bukan orang islam neko2 yang "Kamu pokoknya harus solat 5waktu!", "Kamu pokoknya harus pake kerudung!", "Gak boleh minum bir!", "Gak boleh begini-begitu!"
He even said "IF you don't feel comfortable with this religion, DON'T EVER say Syahadat"

Pernah suatu saat gw kesel bgt sama SD gw yg islam banget, cuma bisa kasih peraturan, dan nge judge orang lain, tanpa nunjukin apa sih yang bikin gw suka sama agama ini, kenapa gw hrs diatur2 mulu? But hey somehow this man showed me how beautiful this religion is. Sampe ada orang bule dateng ke bokap gw dg sombong nanya2 ke bokap gw ttg Islam. Dia udh nyiapin sejibun pertanyaan buat bokap gw yang kira2 gak bisa dijawab lah. Tp pertemuan ini berakhir dg si Bule nangis ke bokap gw dan told my dad how he interested on this. "You are the only person who can make me interested in this religion."

Pada saat itu gw nggak peduli bahwa bokap gw nggak bisa beliin gw Lamborghini atau rumah super keren. Dan gw nggak peduli sama bokap2 orang lain yang bisa beliin apa pun buat anaknya. "Kita idup bukan ngejer uang Mut. There is something more important than anything in the world ; your dream. Chase it, with integrity and faith."
Gw gak bisa ngomong apa2, dalem hati gw bilang "Ya Allah, how thankful I am to be chosen as this man's daughter. Thank you, God"

I love you, Dad.
Ps. I've never been this serious in my whole life saying those 3 words

2009-07-06T23:43:00.000-07:00

Heellooo!

Eh masa ya pas gw mo buat blog tmn gw ngetawain gw juga (kok kayaknya idup gw penuh ketawaan ya? Kyahaha) dia bilang 'Hah? ELO? BIKIN BLOG? Yaelaah baca aja gak bisa lo, apalagi nulis!' waaha sialan, gini2 dulunya gw pernah bercita2 jd pengarang loh hahaaha. Sampe bikin cita2 aja ngarang ya gua.

Tapi serius gw bingung loh. Kenapa ya gw gak bisa tahan baca buku? Awal2nya pasti excited banget. Trs baru baca 10 halaman lsg ga tertarik lagi. 20 halaman bosen. 30 halaman bolak balik bukunya trs ngedumel, "Buku apaan sih ni, gak seru". Trs sekitar beberapa halaman kemudian tereak "MANA BAGIAN SERUNYA SIIIIH?! NYESEL GW BELI INI!". End of story. Pathetic, isn't it?

Nah sekarang tmn2 gw kynya lg pengen bikin gw suka baca buku. Jadi pada sering2 tuh tb2
Dia: "Mut, buku ini bagus deh! BENERAAN! Gw punya kok, gw pinjemin yaaa....."
Gw: "Zzzz hati2 buku lo bakal abandoned di tgn gw"
Dia: "Gpp, baca santai2 aja"
Hmmmm a little weird isnt it? Tp yaaa, akhirnya buku dia jatoh ke tangan gw. Dan itu udh dari lama bgt dia kasih, dr sebelom uan, dan gw baca smpe sekarang blm ada setengahnya aja loh.

Ada lagi temen gw yg lain yg meminjamkan bukunya sm gue, hey pals, fyi, jangan berharap gw kembaliin dalam waktu singkat yaaaaaaaa haaha buku2 lo masih pada ngantri dan blm ada yg gua baca KSKSKSKKSS

Thanks by the way, if your aim is to force me read something. (LOL)

Muah

Helloooooooo everyone!

2009-07-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hello hello super hello!

Huaha gw ngetawain diri gw sendiri loh "Ih lo baru mau buat blog?! ARGH GET LOST!"
Tapi gw kl lagi ga ada kerjaan ngapain doong bingung kaan drpd kerjaan gw liat2 blog org doang kaan, mending gw bikin sendiri ya ga ahaaha.

Eh gw ga ngerti bikin templates gitu2nya loh. Ajarin dooong ahihihiiy ;P

Muah!