I'm not playing this game, no more
I'm not a medicine. If you're looking for some, go call the medics!

There are dreams I keep from you. But you got no idea at all.
I gotta throw up those dreams
and find another dream that's worth to catch
Maybe you'll understand this when I'm gone

Gejala super-upper-sensitive

Heyy people! Been a long time since my latest post eheheheh ;p

Akhir2 ini gw lagi super upper sensitive huhuhu pms deh pasti gggrrr I hate pms. Tp this time kynya gejala2 pms gw rada berpengaruh ke kehidupan deh. Maksut gw, dr beribu2 kali pms gw yg (biasanya) menyebabkan gw jd supersensitive dan feeling emo, biasanya hal yg gw emo in itu cm ada di pikiran gw. I mean itu semua cm dugaan yg di lebay2in. Yg kali ini tuh kyk oh so true (apasih), dan emg gw lagi pms pula. Jadi hancur lebur kyk gelas dijatohin dari lante sepuluh.

Ke-emo an akibat pms gw ini jg ber-efek pd kehidupan sosial gw. (Asik). Kyk misalnya kmrn gw hrsnya ktmu tmn2 sma yg udh lama gk ktemu, seru2an, main brg, nonton dll. Tp tb2 i didn't feel well, trs gw diem gak seru gak asik gt berasa kyk pengen diterkam. Trs akhirnya gw memutuskan utk pulang pas tmn2 gw lg pd nonton (dimana hrsnya gw jg iktan nonton tp I gave the ticket to someone else). Padahal gw gak bw mobil, gak ada yg pick me up, gak ada yg nganter gw pulang hahahak. Trs gw nyari taksi. Eh dimana2 gak ada taksi. Pas gw liat ada antrian taksi, MasyaAllah kyk ngantri ntn HarryPotter 1 tau gak, smntr taksi nya 1 pun gak ada. Jd cm ada taxi queue tanpa ada taksi nya. Selamat ya -_-

Akhirnya gw mutusin utk get out of that taxshit line dan nyari a cab by my own malem2 gt. Stlh nyari taksi sana sini muter2 jalan sana sini smpe kaki gw kyk gak bs jalan lg, akhirnya dengan rahmat Allah Yang Maha Kuasa, gw dpt taxi dan feeling much more lucky drpd org2 yg ada di taxi queue ;)

Eh tp stlh dipikir2 gw keren jg ya kl lg begini, mandiri bgt. I didnt ask any of my friend buat nganterin gw, or even minta tmnin ke lobby nyari taxi. They didnt even know I was going back home, haha. Pd curiga gt, bilang "Aneh bgt lo Mut jam segini balik. Pasti jalan sm gebetan baru deh. Senior ya?" haha, gw ketawa.

OH HOW I MISS HI-SCHOOL!!!

If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you, to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind,
And make believe there's something left to find

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside, you're always in my heart
A new life to start, we may be leaving
but you're always in my heart

His or theirs to live?

Does this Mr. Innocent knows exactly where is he going or just walking on the path they gave him?

I'M BROKE!!!!!

Kyaaaaaaaa libur panjaang banget. Hidup gw skrg sangat konsumtif. Kl ga dirumah pasti adaaaaaaa aja yg mau dibeli. Sementara gaji gw sebagai anak blm dinaikin. Kl gw komplain "Mama aku kan udh mo kuliah, naikin dong" Eh dia malah jawab "Ya kan blm mulai kuliahnya, pake rate anak sma dulu!" "............................................." Jahat. Tiap kekurangan duit otomatis gw lari ke atm. Tuh atm diambil mulu ga pernah diisi2 uangnya. Jadilah sekarang gw ga bs narik apa2 dr ATM. Aaaaaaarrghhh belom lagi dompet gw isinya makin hari makin tipis. Isinya 10rebuan semua lagi. Aaaaaa~ parah banget i'm in a crisis!

Udah mana pulsa gw abis bis bis sms aja ga bisa. Parah bener lah.
Minta duit tambahan ke nykp gw susah bener lagi, dia sibuk2 gimana gitu. Aaaaaaaaarghh parah lah. Kl gw minta bokap sih kyknya dikasih2 aja, tp kl nyokap tau ngomel2 dia entar, katanya ga ngedidik anak berhemat lah, apa lah. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Maybe I should find a part time job. Anybody? Gw mau dooooong part time job, jadi mbak2 starbucks kek gitu haahaaaha bodo lah. Seeenggaknya gw gak parasit2 amat kan sm bonyok. Kasian jg bonyok kl gw kebanyakan mintanya. Kasian gw juga : sakit hati dptin another rejection haahahhaa. Udah ah ngantuk.

Byebyeeee